A Note To Cody

Honestly i should say fuck you, because I am your girlfriend and you should want to be around me no mater what mood you are in or how your feeling.I was pissed off half the day because of you not wanting to see me again. i shouldn't have to beg to see you...i get that you have a job now and that's great but that doesn't mean i should be cut from your life... if you care for me as much as you say u do, game time needs to be cut, or friend time not my time. I love you so much that your never going to see this cause i am so scared about what the outcome of these feelings.... to be fully honest i was mad at you this weekend to cause you picked to go out drinking with friend over me... im sorry for being clingy and not trusting but what do you want from me ???? i cant be happy little miss ray of sunshine all the time. i have feelings that shatter so easily but you don't even notice or want to. You are clueless about my feelings and you are always going to be cause every time i say what i want it always ends in that i am the one in the wrong. i love you with all my heart and never want to let you go but sometimes i feel you turning the other way to see that there is someone or something better then me.